Thursday is the last day of the Upward Bound summer program. This means that my summer will officially begin and I will b free 4 a while. I think imma go and put in a few job apps. this weekend. Hopefully 1 of the store that I apply at will hire me, but I dont think stores r lookin for employees right now.

Next weeke will be tha lst week of upward bound for the summer. I cant wait for this shit to be over. I've been here for 5 weeks and my last weekend in the program is finally here. I bout to hopeflly go shopping or sumthing this weekend so I can get me some fresh slutty clothes that I can wear everyday without everyone telling me that I can.

Thats pretty much all that I have to say for now. Sorry guys, maybe I'll have more to say later on today, when I actually do something productive

Today I will be coming home for the weekend once more. Tomo is of course my pampering day and I dont know what Im doing Saturday yet. Jacques asked me to go to the movies with him Saturday, but Im not so sure if that plan is going to follow through, since its Faja's weekend and all.

Hey, I believe that today Lido is returning home so hopefully tha gang can get together soon and chill or whatever. And thats pretty much all that I have to say thus far.

I soooo can't wait until Friday. I will be getting my hair, nails, and toes done. I might even give myself a facial Friday morn when I wake up. I really need this day, cuz I am cramping like a motha fo ya, and I need to sit back and relax. And then after all that great self treatment, imma go out with my girls and u kno, pick up a whole lotta hot guys and chill. Cuz thats just what I do. LIFE IS GREAT!!

And I only have 2 weeks of Upward Bound left, so I really have nothing more to complain about. Im making my money and doin what I need 2 do 2 get by. And I might even go to church on Sunday. I havent been at all since I've started UB.

Also so wierd stuff happened this weekend. BIRDMAN CALLED ME!!! Yea were koo now, but Im so confused with these boys, uh........ I need to take a break. But then again I can't complain, cuz he did call after all just to check up on me and to see y I haven't been calling. I'm just kinda wonderin y it took him so long. WHY!!! 

Today is tha 20th of June, and I take my senior pictures in 2 days. 2DAYS!!!!! That day i hopefully will look tha very best that I have ever looked my whole high school career. I hope my pics come out so good, that I have trouble picking out which ones r 4 keep. Just pray u guys, cuz this is a big moment n my high school carrer.

I think this whole pic day is ironic too, bcuz jus tha other day, Jordan told me that he wanted a pic of me, and I told him that I dont take pictures. he questioned me of course and I told him that i just dont like to. So he said that I had to take a pic 4 him so that he have it. Well looky now. I have to take pictures now and guess who gets to have a little piece of me from now on in his back pocket. HMMMMMMM. Ok now let me clam down for I jinx this kool kat and he ends up to be nuthin that I am wishing.

I really dont have that much to write about. I took my classes all day. i am kinda getting used to all this work. Even though it is a hard and a little lot, I think that it is becoming less of a challenge and more of a duty. Its not really that bad, besides that fact that i cant leave whenever I want and I actually have to go to class (which really pisses me off), but I am getting the hang of this whole college thing. I am just hopeing that I will be prepared for tha real thing when it comes and I wont have to worry about a thing. I just cant wait until next year. When I get my first project, I will be most definiately counting down til the day of my last project. On graduation day, I will be doing sumthing exotic. For both me and for my other fellow classmates. I am just excited to get out there and see how much of this math that I actually will use in the freakin grocery store. Like ummmm, what is the square root of the triangular shape of the cereal box? Or how about this one...... How many times can you dip this loaf of bread into this citric dioxidedrious substance/chemical that has 14.67989769598374 molecules of boron in it before it turns silver and hardens like a shell? NOW THAT WHAT IM LOOKIN FOWARD TO FINDING OUT AS SOON AS I GET OUTTA SKOO. Now thats what imma do on my graduation day. Imma go to the grocery store, no first imma rob the skoo of all their chemistry and math supplies, have a seat in the middle of the bread isle of kroger, no WALMART and conduct and experiment. Is anyone with me. This is gonna be one hell of a trick, but Im sure that it will work out just fine. just fine

Well thats all i have 4 u folks today.

This is beauteeful1 @ the castle chambers, good nite World and good nite to u Minday! And we're off

Now I am back at Upward Bound, and I just put the finishing touches on my hmwk. This weekend was crazy though. On Thursday I came home and went str-8 to sleep. I woke up at 10:30 to the vibration of my phone ringing. It was Jordan. I talked to him until like 12 or sumthing watchin booty call all night, and we decided that we would get together on Staurday so we could chill. Well on friday I went to the Latino fastival and got my nails did and u kno, made up for all the neglect that I gave myself the previos week. Thats night I went to sleep, and I phone woke me up once more. It was Jordan again. We talked untl 4 this time. So on Saturday me and Mill went to the Junteenth fest, and it was ok. We saw some cute sunglasses. and ate some food. When I got back home Jordan called me to tell me that he was on his way over. Now I remembered him for a few years b4, but never did I remeber him looking this good. I mean I knew he was cute, but damn whow in tha hell did I miss THIS beauty. I guy is freakin gorgous. Anyway we chilled nd talked and listened to music, until  MY MOM CAME HOME!!!!. Now I didnt htink that it would be that bad is she came home bcuz we werent doing anything. We were just talkin, but I didnt even think about tha fact that we were in my room. But the door was open, but that didnt matter to her. She was pretty pissed for the moment, but nw she's koo. Except that shes gonna tell my dad, and I dont kno how thats gonna go. Hopefully he wont wanna meet him, cuz hes probably gonna freakin kill him. But yea I think that hes gonna do me alot better than tha last guy who I thought was worth my time. OH WELL!!! I dont even wanna discuss that part of my Saturday day. Just kno that I was hurt once more by a guy that I cared too much about nd I refuse to let is happen again. If Jordan seems like he's gonna hurt me, then this nigga will be out tha window. 4 sho

I'll b sure 2 write later

LUV YA